MOTIVATE YOURSELF

I need two letters of recommendations for a fellowship and the folks whom I thought would step up immediately - haven't. I'm actually shocked. I don't know why but I thought when you claim to support and help others - you do, with no questions asked. This has shifted my mood this week. It was a long one for me. I know folks have the right to do and think as they please. So this also makes me say to myself - everything happens for a reason. I also know that if this is for me - then it is for me. I guess I have more hope in folks than most. I mean I at least try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt.

So this week I have had a rough time of motivating myself. But just today I had someone to call me and give me a boost of motivation. When things aren't going the way we think they should sometimes we have to stop, think, and analyze the situations. This is what I've had to do this week. In doing so, I've found some juice to keep working hard at what I want out of life. I have been re-energized this Friday.

I thank God for allowing me to realize that he does have a plan for my life and I must be patient and continue working hard. So shall it be written, so shall it be done. Amen.